I had so many topic ideas to write about and update my journal with. But. >.< nope. it didn't happen. Just me getting lazy again and not signing in and then updating. Well it's not like anyone reads this but myself. hahahahahaha.

okay Aiza don't get so crazy in the morning. You still have to be sane during your classes today.

Well let's see. Have I talked about my classes yet? I think I did. Yes I'm certain I did. Well anyways. I think I found new light in my history teacher. Although he does give corny jokes, I've come to realize that they are okay corney jokes as I find myself laughing at them too.

shit! I have to check my email real quick. *pauses* Okay good thing I checked it. Cause If I didn't then I would be in big trouble cause yeah. Stupid project group thing and not being able to meet outside of the class. boo boo. I just hope this project comes out okay. We present on this upcoming Monday. =.=

Oh and I'm loving my new laptop. It's so awesome~~ And I love my Auntie Debby for getting it for me for my birthday~~~ Now all I need is a car. Oh did Ii mention that I loved my birthday, even if it rained and I got two bruises from it. >.< Hahahaha. It was epic.

How much more shall I write. Dayum I'm sweaty. >.<

I haven't slept yet. Bad Aiza. Hopefully I won't fall asleep in my History class. Oh! The last time I had my history class, I had my laptop with me and I had planned to take notes with it instead of writing them down. But as I was doing that, my Uruha muse was getting down with a Seto Koji muse. Man Uruha your such a player. hahahaha.

But this week. Was such a bad starting week since I cried AGAIN! wtf! over rp. =.= I'm so lame. Why must those tears come out like that. It's retarded. But my Junghoon muse does not deserve to be treated like he was. ugh. I won't get into details cause It'll take forever to type up and I have to get ready soon. Maybe I'll talk about it in my next entry. Loooooooooooooo~

But my Uruha with this Koji is so cute~~ keke~

Yesterday was wonderful. Well beside the Music Appreciation class. The rest were all like doing a test or timed writing. My timed writing I wrote about my first love, three pages long. It was cute and I hope it gets an okay grade. I also got to leave early cause I finished before class had ended. Same goes for my math test. i think I really did good and I hope I got a 100 or atleast close to a 100.

Then my first REAL flute lesson came and it wasn't bad as I thought it would be. it went well. ^^v

When I got home I feel asleep and woke up later around twelve am and im still up. =.= i kind of regret it. But I wanted Uruha and Koji to fuck. hahahahahahaha~

^^v PEACE!

 

All I have to say about yesterday is: Fuck, double Fuck, and triple Fuck.

Although sleeping the rest of the day felt good. but staying up was a bad idea but good for my Eric muse. >.< Damm.

I don't even have that much time to type up something long. *yawns**eyes are droopy*


I hate my bra......

Okay so I'm really happy that I FINALLY downloaded BoA's US debut album. But like I'm like all eh after listening to two songs. So right now right I'm listening to Scream and yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeah. Is it like a complete spin off of AnyBand's song'Anydream,' in which BoA was a part of? So how come I didn't hear any people talking about it? I'm really confused. I had heard that Junsu from DBSK had written 'Anydream,' was that turth or rumor? Cause hearing 'Scream' from BoA I just don't know what to think......so yeeeeeeeeah.

Again waking up early. But fuck why do I feel so dammed sleepy. I got enough sleep. I went to sleep early enough and I had fallen asleep at Crystal's house and in the car on the way home. So wtf? *pause* *rubs eyes* *yawns* So yeah. Wok up early again with out anything but my mind disturbing me. Woke up my sister again. I have a feeling me waking her up will continue on more and more now. Gawd she is so irresponsible. >.<

I need to take a bath soon....oh so yesterday was something. But fuck I can't believe I have to be at school at 9:30. I'm going to die in my History class. Cause not only is it kind of boring, im not allowed to text and its early in the morning. (yay shower. but cold. double yay.) (yush I finally have G-Dragon's solo album now) And we have 3 papers for that class that I know about that is supposed to be five pages long. I hope I can do something like that with out being double spaced. I so can't do it. >.<

Then came band.....ugh. That was where the fun came. So I didn't know that yesterday was the day of chair placements. FML and we had to do a screened audition and I didn't have a second prepare piece. DOUBLE FML. *sighs* So yeah. Basically the whole time I had sat in the hallway with Crystal and looked at the audition music sheet that they prepared for us. Sure we had a good few laughs (actually now that I look back on it. it was a lot of good laughs) and it was kind of fun just sitting there and laughing at others and meeting a guy named Sean. idk if he spells it that way. But yeah. All I have to say is. "No freaking way." Dayum I wish I was there to hear him say that. hahahaha. I just know he's going to be fun around.

So I saw a few people who'll be in the section I'm in, the flutes (there are 9 in total) annnnnnd some looked '........fuck' like that and the other's looked nice. I just hope I'm sitting next to one that is nice and doesn't try to show off to me or one that tries better me. Gawd I'll hate that. I hate people who are like that unconsciously, I'll die or kill myself. not really but you get the point.

But the moral of the story is that me and Crystal waited for about maybe 4 hours just to hear that if we didn't audition then you just get dead last. And yeah..........gei! we could have left earlier and went somewhere to eat, and I probably would have gotten a car today and not my mom constantly nagging me. But oh well.

And then afterwards was just me constantly feeling so tired. and slept alot.

Okay so I survived my first day of college. And it wasn't as bad as I was expecting it to be. Actually it was really good and nothing embarrassing happened at all, I didn't trip or bump into anything like I'd usually do on a first day of school. Anyways. Yeah. It was good.

Surprisingly that day i had woken up very early, like 4 fours before i needed to be at school. I felt good. Funny thing about going to school was that my uncle actually offered to walk around with me. Hahaha! And I'm glad he did. But he slowed me down and kept complaining. Goodness. Talk about old much. Haha. Kidding. I saw a few old friends and alot of asians, more than I expected. But I'm glad, cause the ones that I did see, haha, I constantly kept seeing. >.< Man how I wish I had a class one of them.

But oh WELLZ! At least I have a cute/hot(a bit/could be if he tried)/kinda awkward Korean guy as my Music Appreciation Professor. He's soooooo young. But that's cool. And He's really cool too. I'm glad he's my teacher instead of some old lady or man being all professional and strict and shit. He's going to make my mornings happy! Hahahahahahah! omg! My uncle made this lame joke about me later that day about my Music Appreciation class. Being all like in that class you'll have two things to appreciate now, music and you teacher. And I was like, OMG!! SHUT UP!!! >.< But I can't help it if he's right. >.<

Then the rest of my day wasn't as exciting. It just slowed down a bit from then. Oh but the projects that my English Professor has us doing later in the year sound very interesting, and I'm looking forward to it. (GAWD DAMM WHERE IS MY UNCLE!)

Right now I'm typing this up while waiting for my uncle to bring me to school. u_u I need a new car.

Oh yeah! did I mention i'm going to hate my College Algebra class just because of one person. Gei. I just hope she doesn't think I'm here friend cause I know here from church and sit with me. That would make me miserable. I really dislike this girl with a passion. *sighs* I'm a bad person........ >.>

Anyways,.....what will my second day be like? Tired for sure. Case I did the worst thing to do on the first week of school. And that's stay up. Argh! I stayed up till 3-4am last night! Curse you rp! fuck! damm shit! >.< Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! TT~TT And now I can feel my eyes dropping, I want to sleep. Man I hope I don't fall asleep in my history class that I have first. But then after that, i don;t care cause I never fall asleep in band.....so yeah. WHERE THE FUCK IS MY UNCLE!

oh no. layout page is messed up. TT~TT Must change it again. awwwwww.

Hahaha. Nvm,. its fixed. dayum photobucket.

Damm....TT~TT I'm so effing sore.

oh man. Current mood: Growing headache to the max. x_x

Today today, uh head hurting.

So today was nice, woke up in the evening, and attended a Zomba workout with friends. At first I was all if-y about going, but I went and surprising I let loose and went all out. Yeah. I liked it. And I want to go again. Yuppers. But the bad thing, hahaha, was that I threw up afterwards. I'm glad I went out side. >.< Bad bad me. ;p

Later I attended my sister's show. Watching Fletcher High's Marching band. Sad part was that they weren't marching cause it rained earlier. Sucks. But the music was gooood~ I liked it and really can't wait to watch them at football games and competitions and watch them grow. I saw alot of my old classmates, and yeah. I was excited to see and greet them. Except I think I mad someone mad. Hahahaha. Oh well. Not my fault they ran over to me and left you behind. >.< Sorry. But yeah, didn't want to come over there cause I'm stingy and lazy and not a follower. plus I wanted to be next to my family. And Hahahaha. I killed a cockroach. LOL. Hmmmmmm. I miss High School. And Band Camp. And Marching Season. The flute section looks so small. Makes me sad. The tuba section looked good. Same for the saxophone section too.

School for me is starting soon and I feel really bad. I have a bad feeling. But I just don't know how to settle it. Haaaaaaa! Oh well.

And now I have a headache. >.< I want to rp but headache makes me want to sleep.

oh yeah and I want to go see Dancell perform at the Town Center buuuuuuuuut! My car's battery is dead! TT~TT and I have no way of getting there. Haaaaaaaa. Depressing. I haven't seen them in a long while.

Head ache increases. Boo. Just sneezed. Ouch. TT~TT

Giving up. Throwing in the towel. Raising the white flag. Retiring.

Do you think possibly my smut addiction is coming back again? That St. Ordalia rp is feeding my smut ideas. So it probably is, which isn't good. Plus Uruha is there now. So yeah. I have no idea what will happen to him. Hmmm..

I think this week was a big rollercoaster of emotions just because of my muses's dramas and a drama I watched.

How gei to cry over a muse. *sighs*

 

Another livejournal layout change. The last one was alright, but this one is better except i wish it was a different color than green. But thats alright too. 

I wish I had a paid account too. I want to add so many icons to my lj. *sighs* oh well.

 I broke a window today....

With a tennis ball....

*sighs*

I hope my grandpa doesn't find out....eh.

Family trip for a whole week. Will be out yoh.

I can't wait for these two to come out with music and music video. I'm really excited for them~

Another change to my layout. Decided I wanted something plan that didn't involve any fandoms or my muses. Plus now it kind of goes with my username.

So yeah for finally getting my computer after waiting for what seemed like forever[Christmas actually], and now I have internet on it too, fucking cost me $60 out of my own pocket! god damm! >.< And Now I really want Sims 3 fo my new computer but sad thing is that i'm like $10 short. TT~TT Why can't sims be cheaper. Waaaah~ I want to cry.

Anyways to top it off my uncle has also agreed to give me the xbox 360 thats in his room cause he's not using it nor selling it. so score! for me! I really want to get started on playing Lost Odyssey on it. And get more games for it tooo. Annnd...um the money that I used on my internet...that was supposed to be saved up for upcoming games from square enix but i guess internet is more important now. >.<

Oh a sad thing...a few days ago I had my first real rp break up. isn't that sad? I know right. And i really did expect it to happen, and I guess it was more of my fault in the first place, but I mean the other mun or muse could have tried to discuss this me before the break up because it was totally unfair to my muse to end it like it was with out even giving a reason, my muse had to guess and come to conclusions! AND I HATE THAT! gay.....

Gay.....brb while i go sulk and read smut to cheer up.

What ever. Oh Ginnie Springs. I went and it was far. >.< Gawd so far, but so worth it. I'm glad I did go after all. Even though I tried so much to refuse to go I ended up enjoying and I think my mom was happy that I enjoyed it. I would definitely want to go again which I am next week with my uncle cause he didn't get to go. Annnd~ I'm thinking about asking Jade and Crystal come this time cause it's really fun. Maybe I could see if Max can come. It'll be so much fun~ The river is so nice to float down~~~~~

Ginnie Springs makes me happy.

Cleaning out my old computer is getting to be a hassle. But I think I'm almost done now. Yeah. Just moving videos and such to my external hard drive. oh thinking of videos. I made a sample video yesterday while waiting for downloads to finish on my computer, and now I'm uploading it to youtube for fun. So yeah. Hopefully I can make better videos in the future cause I had fun making this one, although I think I should have went more in depth of making something more complicated than simple. Maybe I should have put subtitles. Yeah I should have. Maybe I'll make more when I get more videos and pictures on my new computer. Here is the video~

Just did this meme because Jade told me too. So I did it. *shrugs*
✖✔ POSITIVE+NEGATIVE MEME - RP EDITION ROUND TWO ✔✖

Earlier it was father's day. So I went to China buffet with uncle, brother, mom, and grandfather. Ate there like always. It's my grandpa's favorite place to eat and my least favorite. We sat next to a Chinese family, that had two cute younger sons there btw >.< .

When I got home, younger sister put me through hell, lots of annoyance! *sighs* Head really hurts.

So yeah 2nd post today.
feel like shit
just came from the beach
beach was aight
it was hot
my legs kind of burned
but i needed the tan
even if it was a little
haven't slept yet
stayed up all night
a little hungry
but not really
finally fixed my profile up a bit
now just gotta add some more likes
i really like the layout that i got from mintyapple for profile
its nice
tired tired tired
finally joined omonatheydidnt after what seemed liked for ever
i still want to buy that Arena June Special with Uruha in it
but idk if thwe one on YesAsia is the right one
i'm so unsure
and also i think i want to buy more gatsby even though i haven't been using the ones i have
and i want to get my hair a light color than it is again
I like doing this
making lines like this and not putting it in a paragraph
makes me feel childish >.<
I feel happy for my Junsu muse
finally he has made it to his love story 
congrats
next Jungah
peace

So I should writing more in here. 
Lot of stuff has happened recently in this month.
Month of June
Month of June
Mhmmmm
College
June
Stuff
I'll write something later if I'm not to lazy
Bleach
Anime
RP
Manga
Updates
Blah

I am officially finished with school!
Now all thats left is to send our graduation invites, attend graduation and I'm finished with high school altogether~!